Rather than seeing others, he did this judgmental study on any look he pointed his eyes to. He was obsessed with every feature in everyone's face. From nice tone of their eye color, to the flawless structure of their nose. From the amount of their nice cut hair to the intriguing smile they had on their face, but not the teeth. He knew he had nice teeth and that was actually the reason he never posted a photo on any social network of his own with mouth open. So to avoid jinx. I'm sorry that I cannot disclose the attributes of his dental situation; I am not allowed to do such, as you may have guessed.
But that wasn't all. Recently the condition was propagated towards other senses as well. He started to hate his own voice. Hearing things had lost its meaning to him and all that came to his ears were analyzed in the format of listening. He payed deliberate attention to any sound perceived in his brain and just couldn't get rid of the question 'Why is my voice this much out of tune?'. His girlfriend a few days ago had assured him that she literally loved his voice but that is not something that could change his mind. Not that he wasn't affected by her Idea but simply because what her compliment stimulated in him was aimed at such spot different with that of the created void. She couldn't fill it and he didn't expect so as well. Furthermore was his skin. While telling me this story, he was keep damaging his lips with teeth. Peeling small tiny pieces of his lip skin. And I'm not getting into what he told me about it but I guess you could figure out anyways. Talking about the perfumes he smelled in everyday interactions is out of scope of this story. Cause the jealousy was accentuated not because the sheer scents he smelled, but due to the fact that he was too poor to afford such fragrances. But what I'm gonna tell you is of more importance in my opinion. The very other side effect of the envy which was being developed in him as fast as a jumbo jet and as monstrous as the stranger in 'Stranger Things'; hatred, which itself is a double–edged sword.
Bozorg...
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